A cinematic portrait of new motherhood to get at the deeper truth of the experience through jarring imagery and dream logic. The film merges images from the director's everyday life — intimate moments she has shared with her son — with imagery from legend, folklore and art — the imagery of motherhood that proliferates her culture. The film was inspired by the works of Maya Deren and Agnes Varda. In that spirit, she decided to document her own experience as a new mother and appear in the film with her 10 month old son. For the voiceover, she drew on her diaries and dream journals from her immediate postpartum period.
Most mothers Vika knows have at some point dealt with mental health issues as a result of postpartum depression or simply burnout. Authors like Anna Mathur, filmmakers like Maggie Gyllenhaal and therapists like Lisa Marchiano have done alot to help women to speak out about the duality of their experiences (the complex spectrum of emotions that lies outside the pristine, selfless narrative of motherhood) and broach the subject of maternal rage that for so long was considered taboo.
The director hopes this film will expand that conversation and become an eye-opening insight for those on the outside of the experience.
Made with the support of the BFI Doc Society Fund
CAST
Mother: Vika Evdokimenko @dokimenko
Son: Isaak Shuster
Goddess: Kyra Jessica Willis @kyrajwillis
Wolf Witch: Danni Cash @dannicash_
Arm Dancers: Rachel Kearon @rachelkearon_ Abbi Haynes @abbihaynes Danni Cash @dannicash_
Father: Oliver Shuster @olivershuster
CREW
Writer & Director: Vika Evdokimenko @anfanterriblefilms
Producers: Frankie Fogg @frankiefogg , Vika Evdokimenko @anfanterriblefilms
Executive Producers: Hannah Bush Bailey @hannahbushbailey Oleg Evdokimenko @oleg.evd55
Cinematographer : Anders Malmberg @anders__malmberg
Production Designer : Gabrielle Sellen @gabriellesellen
Editor : Monika Radwanska @mradeditor
Post Sound : Roland Heap @sound_disp
Costume Designer: Saffron Cullane @saffroncullane
Hair & Make Up Designer : Dasha Taivas @dashataivas
Composer : Cora Miron @coramiron
Choreographer : Danni Cash @dannicash_
Casting Director : Timothy Evans @timothyeraw_
Associate Producer: Oliver Shuster @olivershuster
First Assistant Director: Alex Mill @encrypt_eternity
Second Assistant Director: Ángel Andrés Martinez @angelandresmartinez_
Production Assistant: Sue Raynsford @suebeyray
Gaffer: Peter Musgrave @peterjames_photography
Spark: Willow Bidwell @willow_bidwell
First Assistant Camera: Jake Loft @jaakeloft
Second Assistant Camera / DIT: Jacob Howard @jacobhasacamera
Sound Recordists: Pierluigi Papaiz @pipzpipz Javier Carles @javier_carlez
Prop Masters: Nicholas Owen @nicholas00wen Oliver Shuster @olivershuster
Set Builder: Nicholas Owen @nicholas00wen
Art Department Assistants: Matilda Dawes @matildadawes Isabela Imperial Lopez-Vito @bela.ilv
Costume Supervisor: Melody Fellner @mellyfellner
Mask Maker: Sharon Lynch @shazza_lynch
Costume Maker: Emma Pilfold Bagwell @emmapbcostumes
HMU Assistant: Julia Kuzmenko @julia_kuzmenko__
Nail Artist: Liya Zotova @liyazotova
HMU Trainee: Elizabeth Raynsford @elizabeth_raynsford
Supervising Sound Editor: Roland Heap @ro.heap
Sound Designer: Simon Haupt @simon__haupt
Dialogue Editor: Tom Beale @beale_21
Foley Artist: Karolina Jedrzejczyk @karojedrus_foley
Foley Recordists: Adam Clifton @_adam_clifton Veronika Malakhova
Re Recording Mixer: Roland Heap @ro.heap
Music Supervisor: Phil Canning @phil_canning_hi
Score Mixer: Jon Bailey
Guitars: Harry Brokensha @harrybrokensha
Drums: Andrei Ilie
Colorist: Nurali Kushkov @chemistry_film
VFX Supervisor: Michael Nikitin @lower.scythe
BTS Photographer: Erdvile Girininkaite @ilee
Poster & Typography Designer: Davitt Steed @davittsteed
Credits Designer: Sam Dewar @sam.dewar
Doc Society Head of Film: Shanida Scotland
Doc Society Director: Sandra Whipham
Business Affairs Executive: Suzanne Alizart @suzanne_alizart
BFI Production Coordinator: Kit Colbourne @kitcolbo