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A new mother dotes on her baby by day, but discovers dark feelings stirring up inside her at night. This hybrid doc explores the shadow side of motherhood which remains taboo in our culture.

A cinematic portrait of new motherhood to get at the deeper truth of the experience through jarring imagery and dream logic. The film merges images from the director's everyday life — intimate moments she has shared with her son — with imagery from legend, folklore and art  — the imagery of motherhood that proliferates her culture. The film was inspired by the works of Maya Deren and Agnes Varda. In that spirit, she decided to document her own experience as a new mother and appear in the film with her 10 month old son. For the voiceover, she drew on her diaries and dream journals from her immediate postpartum period.

Most mothers Vika knows have at some point dealt with mental health issues as a result of postpartum depression or simply burnout. Authors like Anna Mathur, filmmakers like Maggie Gyllenhaal and therapists like Lisa Marchiano have done alot to help women to speak out about the duality of their experiences (the complex spectrum of emotions that lies outside the pristine, selfless narrative of motherhood) and broach the subject of maternal rage that for so long was considered taboo.

The director hopes this film will expand that conversation and become an eye-opening insight for those on the outside of the experience.

CREDITS

Made with the support of the BFI Doc Society Fund

@anfanterriblefilms

@thedocsociety 

@britishfilminstitute

CAST

Mother: Vika Evdokimenko @dokimenko

Son: Isaak Shuster

Goddess: Kyra Jessica Willis @kyrajwillis

Wolf Witch: Danni Cash @dannicash_

Arm Dancers: Rachel Kearon @rachelkearon_ Abbi Haynes @abbihaynes Danni Cash @dannicash_

Father: Oliver Shuster @olivershuster 

CREW

Writer & Director: Vika Evdokimenko @anfanterriblefilms

Producers: Frankie Fogg @frankiefogg , Vika Evdokimenko @anfanterriblefilms

Executive Producers: Hannah Bush Bailey @hannahbushbailey Oleg Evdokimenko @oleg.evd55

Cinematographer : Anders Malmberg @anders__malmberg

Production Designer : Gabrielle Sellen @gabriellesellen

Editor : Monika Radwanska @mradeditor

Post Sound : Roland Heap @sound_disp

Costume Designer: Saffron Cullane @saffroncullane 

Hair & Make Up Designer : Dasha Taivas @dashataivas

Composer : Cora Miron @coramiron

Choreographer : Danni Cash @dannicash_

Casting Director : Timothy Evans @timothyeraw_

Associate Producer: Oliver Shuster @olivershuster 

First Assistant Director: Alex Mill @encrypt_eternity 

Second Assistant Director: Ángel Andrés Martinez @angelandresmartinez_

Production Assistant: Sue Raynsford @suebeyray

Gaffer: Peter Musgrave @peterjames_photography

Spark: Willow Bidwell @willow_bidwell

First Assistant Camera: Jake Loft @jaakeloft 

Second Assistant Camera / DIT: Jacob Howard @jacobhasacamera 

Sound Recordists: Pierluigi Papaiz @pipzpipz Javier Carles @javier_carlez 

Prop Masters: Nicholas Owen @nicholas00wen Oliver Shuster @olivershuster 

Set Builder: Nicholas Owen @nicholas00wen

Art Department Assistants: Matilda Dawes @matildadawes Isabela Imperial Lopez-Vito @bela.ilv 

Costume Supervisor: Melody Fellner @mellyfellner 

Mask Maker: Sharon Lynch @shazza_lynch

Costume Maker: Emma Pilfold Bagwell @emmapbcostumes 

HMU Assistant: Julia Kuzmenko @julia_kuzmenko__

Nail Artist: Liya Zotova @liyazotova 

HMU Trainee: Elizabeth Raynsford @elizabeth_raynsford

Supervising Sound Editor: Roland Heap @ro.heap 

Sound Designer: Simon Haupt @simon__haupt

Dialogue Editor: Tom Beale @beale_21

Foley Artist: Karolina Jedrzejczyk @karojedrus_foley

Foley Recordists: Adam Clifton @_adam_clifton Veronika Malakhova

Re Recording Mixer: Roland Heap  @ro.heap 

Music Supervisor: Phil Canning @phil_canning_hi 

Score Mixer: Jon Bailey 

Guitars: Harry Brokensha @harrybrokensha

Drums: Andrei Ilie

Colorist: Nurali Kushkov @chemistry_film

VFX Supervisor: Michael Nikitin @lower.scythe

BTS Photographer: Erdvile Girininkaite @ilee 

Poster & Typography Designer: Davitt Steed @davittsteed

Credits Designer: Sam Dewar @sam.dewar

Doc Society Head of Film: Shanida Scotland

Doc Society Director: Sandra Whipham

Business Affairs Executive: Suzanne Alizart @suzanne_alizart 

BFI Production Coordinator: Kit Colbourne @kitcolbo

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